Rule #1: YOUR HEART MUST BE OPEN

When I arrived in Mexico City I was accompanied by a dark energy. Or perhaps it met me when I landed at the airport.

I didn't feel it. Not the way you might think. In fact, I can truthfully say I had total trust in the people I was there to meet. I had only known them from our Yahoo club and my friends and family at home thought I was crazy.

But my club friends were not there to meet me. That scared me. I speak very little Spanish and this was my first visit to Mexico. I wandered through the airport for two or more hours.

A cabby approached me and asked if I needed a ride. He had been watching me wander for some time. I told him my friends should be coming for me. He suggested I call my hotel and check my reservation. He said the hotel would pay his fare if I was registered. I called and the desk clerk could not find my name.

The cabby tried to get me to let him take me to a hotel he knew about. He was very persistant but somehow I did not trust him even though he had helped me with the phone call. I didn't have a lot of money and the fare was too steep so I thanked him and said no to the offer.

Finally, I decided to prop my bag up against the wall and sit on it and wait. I took out my notebook and wrote my friends name in large letters. I turned it to face all the people walking by and opened a book to read.

I hoped I was not breaking any rules about loitering. The cabby came by a time or two more. I wondered why he couldn't find another fare. I resisted strongly and in time I saw him going out the airport doors carrying the bags of a passenger. I felt relieved that he was gone but where were my friends. I could feel panic rising in my throat.

That was when I realized I had not asked my guides to help me. Dope slap, Cyn tia. Duh! So I talked to them and asked them to let my friend know I was here and waiting. I felt calmer. I opened my heart. I trusted these people dispite my family and friend's warnings back home.

In a matter of minutes, a beautiful woman in a red coat approached me and asked if I was Cyn tia. "Yes!" I said. I was so relieved. If she knew my name she must be a friend. She explained that my email with my itinery was lost and they did not know when I would be arriving.

Rule number one is to open your heart. The previous posting was the result of opening my heart and as a result I have learned the answer to a question that has plagued me since those days in Mexico. I learned why Goddess spoke to me and told me to go to Mexico. And I learned about the dark energy...

I'll talk about that later.
Open your heart... it may save your life.